The Power of Self. June 20, 2009
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We are ourselves. We are somebody. Sometimes, we feel like we’re nobody. But in this uncertain world of ours, we crave for power. The power that leads us to evil. I call that, anybody. ‘Cause anybody could be this kind of man, man without conviction.
I consider myself a point in a line. I maybe the midpoint, both ends or even a point in any part of the line. I could be in between good and evil. Sometimes, I may be on the other end or the opposite. Or even in parts of the line where I don’t know which way is right. And when I draw my line, it is not straight. Curves and turns comes along my writing. It doesn’t even count ’cause I know life is not perfect. Life is something I need to erase and then draw again.
I could be the imperfect sky. I can show my light and let my darkness be visible. I’m stormy, blowing hard the winds I hold and pouring out the teary clouds of mine. I cannot carry the weight of the tears inside me. So, I let it all out and affected many people around me. They fathom and alter. But, I hate it when they do not understand me and loathe me. Couldn’t I be a blessing? Yeah, sometimes, only.
We are, imperfect. The apologies we accept and beg for is nothing but a waste. It is just but an expression of peace and harmony between humans. Can’t we just think that I’m saying sorry to someone when all I know is I’m not perfect, that person too, both of us.
Imperfection is the power of self. The distance that gaps good and evil. The word that fits the points and the skies. The power that lived among us and will be with us for eternity. I am imperfect yet I’m loving it. 
First Week. June 13, 2009
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The FIRST WEEK had begun. And of course, it was fun seeing old classmates back again, fresh and new and meeting transferees from other schools. It was unusual, having new students in our class especially that high school is about to end. The FIRST DAY was okay. Back again after five years, one of the new students, is Devra. We were in Grade 5 when she first entered our school. But then, she transferred. Now, she’s back with us again, sadly, for the last time.
The morning ceremony started and the ARSC officers were assigned to lead the worship, our daily routine before the class starts. Then, we had discussions with our newest adviser for this year. Some do’s and dont’s inside the classroom and some tasks that must be accomplished as soon as possible. We had our break and we had some blast of fun and laughter during the break. We talked and talked even on our lunch break. After some activities, we finally bid goodbye and still expected for another day tomorrow and to see some classmates who wasn’t able to attend their first day.
OMG! I woke up and found out that I had high fever. Crap! I really want to go to school but I really can’t. My head aches and I don’t know what happened, all I know is that I have fever and all. Gawd! 2nd day and 3rd day was my first two absences for the year. I was really pissed off and never expected I would not complete my first week. Right then, we consulted a doctor and found out it was Urinary Tract Infection (UTI). My mom was afraid of A(H1N1), so she thought it was it. But, I stayed positive. And there.
THURSDAY was awesome. Thank God I’m well. We had our Thanksgiving Mass and Friendship Day. So, for the day, we will be having our own version of Amazing Race. Thought it was really fun and students did enjoy the games we prepared for them. No classes, just games. 
FRIDAY was our C.A.T orientation. At first, I’m not really that happy with it ’cause I know it will be another hottie day under the sun but it wasn’t. My impressions were wrong and assured it was really fun. Then after, my classmate treat us to movies! It’s her birthday and we’ll celebrate it, horrifyingly. Because, we’re going to watch “Drag Me To Hell”. It was really worth it. One of the best horror movie I’ve watched. My classmates yelled and screamed to every thrilling scenes and got horrified with the characters. Even to the extent of “giving up”. Haha.
I enjoyed my first week being a SENIOR. Hoping for more.
